a timely reminder

everyday i get an e-mail from the henri nouwen society. a few days ago this timely reminder was in my inbox:

Often we want to be able to see into the future. We say, "How will next year be for me? Where will I be five or ten years from now?" There are no answers to these questions. Mostly we have just enough light to see the next step: what we have to do in the coming hour or the following day. The art of living is to enjoy what we can see and not complain about what remains in the dark. When we are able to take the next step with the trust that we will have enough light for the step that follows, we can walk through life with joy and be surprised at how far we go. Let's rejoice in the little light we carry and not ask for the great beam that would take all shadows away.

if i had it my way, i'd have a light to beam for the next 20 years. but i suppose that takes away the excitement of living in the present and the trust of His good and perfect plans. thank you for the light that i have right now.